Hi iv'e just had my 4th miscarriage on Saturday, i was due to go in on the Sunday for medical management but it kicked of on the Saturday. I didn't tell my family or friends that i was pregnant or about the miscarriage so trying to act normal and happy is killing me.I didnt tell anyone because i am a mum of five children and am 42 and i feel that they judge me, but a loss at any age is still emotionally and physically heartbreaking.I know i'm very lucky to have what i have because there are people with no children and have suffered miscarriages, and my heart goes out to them. I keep thinking am i being stupid is it time to give up?