Due date sadness

[Georgia94]

My due date is approaching and I am finding it incredibly difficult. I found i was coping with it as well as i could a few months before the due date. But now the due date is approaching i am finding it incredibly difficult. I am a sensitive person to start with, but at the moment I am taking everything to heart. Nothing i do is good enough. Put myself down a lot. I feel it is my fault why the baby miscarried. I cannot seem to forgive myself and feel like i have done something wrong. Everything feels flared up for me at the moment.
My fiancé works away and I have moments of struggle when i am alone.

Thank you. I have my friends and family who i talk to and that is important. Sending hugs xxx

I am trying to be strong at the moment and trying not to dwell on it. But worried that is going to cause me problems for the long run, because of the process of it all. I am alot more sensitive at the moment and everything feels flared up at the moment too. That can be difficult. I even feel like i avoid talking to people incase they say something that is going to upset me!!