I'm 17 and had a miscarriage around 2 months ago. My initial thought was to abort the baby as I'm too young and I was scared. I then miscarried when I was around 6 weeks pregnant and I can't help but feel guilty. That day, me and my boyfriend had discussed our plans if we were to keep the baby and told his mum and she said she'd be fully supportive of whatever we decide to do. For the first time I'd considered keeping the baby and making this work as it seemed like I wouldn't have to resort to something I personally don't agree with in situations like mine. I then began bleeding around 11 that night. I can't help but feel like it was karma taking all them opportunities away from me as soon as everything I thought I'd never have was given to me, I never thought I'd be given support hence why I still haven't discussed this with my family. My boyfriend was also told when he was younger that he'd never be able to have children, if he did there was likely to be complications and a miscarriage would be very likely which just adds to the stress of never being able to have children with him in the future. I feel so guilty and so saddened by what happened and I feel like I have no right to feel this way since it was for the best and since I may have aborted my child. I always check everyday how far along I would have been and what the baby would have been like, I can feel myself slowly becoming more run down by what happened. Any advice?