Tfmr in May at 13 weeks due to acrania. I have been very low about it, now on fluoxetine. It's my DS's b'day weekend, we've got lots planned for him and as we never really opened up to him about the situation with the baby he's been in blissful ignorance about it all. I've really struggled to present a happy front to him at times. My DH is very strong , he hasn't cried once about loosing the baby although I know he was very upset, and has said he is now over it. I feel so guilty for still struggling. I drink once in a blue moon but my DS b'day celebrations yesterday made me so sad inside, thinking about how our sweet baby should be here and how their birthday was also the day they died. I secretly drank 2 bottles of wine. I'm realy ashamed. I feel such guilt for still being so sad and I feel like everyone wants me to be over it now as they all seem to have moved on dh included. I feel so alone with my grief.
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