Thanks to those who commented on my thread yesterday.
I'm feeling a lot more fatalistic about it all today, although it's knowing that I didn't take a test before bleeding started and can't prove 100% that I was pregnant. All I know is that the symptoms were identical to what I felt in my first pregnancy and I'm not sure it's even possible to manufacture those feelings, particularly the heightened sense of smell which was very striking right up until I started bleeding.
I haven't been to the doc because of the negative results mainly, and also because while the bleeding of still heavier than a normal period, if anything it's less painful. I have therefore assumed that this means my body is dealing well with the physical side of things? Hope this is the right thing to do. I will obviously go if I get any more pains or fever.
I don't have much of a clue how much I can expect bleeding to go on for but guess it's hard to predict.
Anyway, just wanted to get this firm somewhere as I want to move on to hopefully happier things.