Hi
I had my second miscarriage at Christmas and it was quite traumatic for me. We found out at our first scan the baby had stopped growing. it was around the second anniversary of my dads death also. I have struggled to cope with the pressures of work since it happened and felt really down. I haven't had much luck really. I had quite a high pressure job in a key role in the company so had very little time off, although I told work what happened I didn't really feel much support from the directors who I reported into so I was very much left to deal with it along with the workload. I had just started at the company a few months before and didn't get the feeling it would be looked at too favourably if I took a lot of time off. I have really struggled. They offered me an opportunity shortly after to send me too New York with work, for a month which I was excited about. But it never happened due to work loads heavily increasing and them saying they needed me in the office . I got quite down and resentful after telling all my family I was going it was crap to tell them I wasn't now. The work continued to pile in and the way they spoke to me got more and more heated. They gave the opportunity to go to NYC to someone else who is actually a friend of mine. That makes it fairly awkward as well. I have decided to leave the company and handed in my notice last week, I feel crap though that I think I have failed at everything it's a job I worked hard to get and I'm really struggling with everything that's happened. Feel like such a loser that I've lost everything including the baby that was very much longed for.