Today is one of the worst days of my life. I'm sitting at the keyboard still bleeding, it's mothers day and my sister is going in to be induced! it's her third dd and I can't even hold onto my first! It hurts so badly! My dh and I have been trying for nearly a year now and this is a very early mc but I'm still upset. My sister wasn't even trying and she can manage perfection. I feel broken. Am I being silly if I can't be happy for her, to still be distraught even though it wasn't properly a baby yet?