Probably - how odd, I also had a nagging feeling that something wasn't right, right from the start.
We were given low Down's syndrome risk and low trisomies risk from my 12 week bloods. I was having extra scans because my hormone levels (papp a) we're really low.
The sonographer thought she might have seen a really small issue with her brain at 21 weeks. Referred us to kings who looks at my hormone levels and said T18, then they did a detailed scan and found a hole in her heart, strawberry shaped head and some cysts on her brain as well as an issue with her vermis.
They didn't say a definite Edwards but we all knew. That's the day my world fell apart. We had an amnio that confirmed t18. We opted to not carry on so had to go back to kings to have an injection to stop her heart before being induced.
It's hard to believe it was only a week ago that we got her test results.
Will they do a postmortem for Rowan? We turned it down for Rose but then we already knew what was wrong with her.
Are you planning a service for Rowan? I think for us knowing that we can 'officially' say goodbye and have somewhere to go to 'see' her is comforting us a little.
The midwives at the hospital have also been a godsend to us. I wonder if they know what a huge difference they make.
I know what you mean about the world going on and yours stopping. I keep seeing random people out and about and think 'how can you be doing your shopping when such a terrible thing has happened' I forget it's just us the world has changed for.