That exactly what I thought, awful but I couldn't make myself think of it in any other way. I just feel a bit shell shocked now I think, like I can't quite believe what just happened. It all just seems so final and like it never happened which is good in a way because I can move on but I'm not sure it feels 'right' to just dismiss it all, IYKWIM. I really hope that surge in fertility is true for me too, I've heard that but I'm scared to think I could even get pregnant again incase I'm disappointed. I'm just going to keep on with the OPKs until I see that I ovulate, it's going to cost me a fortune.
I don't have a lot of experience with hospitals but when I was in for something unrelated to fertility I became really obsessed with numbers and levels. I realised that sometimes the numbers aren't important (although they can give an indication of how quickly something is developing/going). The morning I was discharged I convinced myself I was dying because my infection level was only about 3 points below what it was the blood test before - turns out it showed I was getting better and they let me go home. I think once the hormone level is dropping then that's the best sign of everything going back to normal. It must be so frustrating if you've been bleeding for a long time, a month sounds very tough going. I hope it's over for you soon, the EPU will have seen all scenarios and if they're happy then it's more than likely that it is all going as it should be.
I asked my dr about levels when she rang with my result, she just said that the test was negative and the numbers are not very relevant, I think I must have a note on my medical records about being obsessive or something! But maybe it really isn't that relevant. I'd probably take an HTP in a few days and see what it says. I'm sure the level will drop more quickly than 10 each week once your body gets used to not being pregnant. That sounds awful and insensitive, but hopefully you know I don't intend to be, I just don't know how else to put it.
Fingers crossed that we're both super fertile after this (if you're trying again), we need some good news! That spider sounds scary, did you get it? Don't try setting it on fire, in the news it said that someone was trying to kill a fly with an aerosol and a lighter but ended up burning their house down. I'd Hoover it up! Then put the Hoover outside for someone else to deal with :).