After bleeding lightly all last week I went for scan on Friday, needing an internal scan I assumed everything was lost until a tiny 6week baby popped up on the screen with a thudding heartbeat. I'd read up that at 6weeks with baby having a heartbeat you have 78% chance of continuing you're pregnancy but Sunday morning bleeding got heavier and by that night I was passing large clots (sorry TMI) then a sudden pain in my lower abdomen shot through me and rushing to toilet another clot passed but this time the sac with tiny little baby was inside. Now I feel lost and empty, I've suffered two miscarriages before each of my youngest two boys. I have 4 boys all together and I'm trying to keep myself together for them but it's a struggle. The baby wasn't planned and my partner didn't want another baby but as he came around to the idea everything was lost. I've recently began writing about it, I don't know if it will help heal me but I hope so because I don't want to go through another breakdown. Sorry I just needed to talk about it because talking to family or friends they don't seem to understand how I feel x