Suddenly feel so sad

[bouncingbelle]

Been on clomid and fell pregnant on second cycle in July. Miscarried in August at just 6 weeks. A few days later I had an (unrelated) operation and since then just been so so busy with recovery/work/sister having first baby etc, and it's only now, months later, that I just suddenly feel so so sad :( I would have loved this baby so much. Sil, who I don't get on with anyone, is pregnant too, due a month after me, 3 cousins are pregnant due around same time, my sister has just had her first.... I don't resent any of them their babies, but just finding it so difficult...

Don't really know the point of this post, but today has been the hardest day yet and I just needed to vent.

So sorry bouncingbelle It is so difficult when you are surrounded by new babies! you really want to be happy for them but it's so very hard

It's very sad, and totally understandable you need to grieve. My DH was very busy when I had my first miscarriage, he held everything together for a few months and then it hit him. Take the time you need, it's a major loss.

Thank you for listening x

Hugs bouncing belle. Sounds like you've been too busy to grieve, but it will get better. Some days will be worse than others but you'll get there.

Only just started 2 grieve now, over a year later.

Just wanted to send some hugs and .
Grief is grief, you never truly get over the loss of a loved one, and who could be more loved than your own child?
I hope you're doing OK, thinking of you.

Thank you, the past few days have been hard but escaping abroad fir Xmas to get away from the 'what could have been' and looking forward to that. Please let next year bring me a baby of my own.

Thinking of you x