Hi all.
Went for my dating scan on Thursday 15th expecting to be told I was around 12 weeks.. I had been feeling really nauseous and tired all the way through but it had eased off jut over a week ago so believed I was starting to turn a corner. I felt great. How cruel and misleading. Instead, after wht felt like the sonographer checking and double checking for hours.. Me & Dh were told there was no heart beat and the baby measured at about 8 1/2 weeks.
I cannot believe how devastated I feel. Dh had real trouble coming to terms with it and kept saying they must've made a mistake (they hadn't). I don't want to see or talk to anyone and when I went to the supermarket yesterday all I could see was pregnant women & babies. Feeling barricading the door.
Went to the EPU yesterday and was assessed by a young male junior dr. Felt really fobbed off & insignificant. He obviously didnt have much experience as I think I knew more than he did about it! (Had placement as student nurse in gynae). Anyway I'm booked in for ERPC for tues.
Glad I found this section. It's so sad to see how many others are going through the same but also is helping to make me feel less isolated.
Sorry it's a long post. Just need to vent.
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Zumbasmyfave · 17/08/2013 09:28
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