I posted on the pregnancy forum to ask what happens at a 6 week scan (i have one booked this Friday) and got lots of helpful replies about what to expect. But I'm getting more and more anxious.
Over a week ago, after BFP, I had 2 days of very light bleeding & cramps followed by one day of spotting old blood. Only one little bit of spotting since, quite a few (mainly mild) cramps. Could a 4 week MC have happened like this???
I'm pregnant straight after MC 6 weeks ago. I dont know whether i'm panicking now because of that experience, or whether believing I'm still pregnant is the crazy thing.
I was convinced last week once the spotting stopped that this pregnancy was fine, lots of people bleed/cramp etc. But i just looked at the referral from my GP for the early scan and it hit me that I dont think I can't trust my judgement/instincts. I'm really scared I'm in denial and have missed the obvious. GP really didnt think it sounded hopeful for this pregnancy which just made me angry.
I can't bring myself to get a HPT to see if still pregnant as dont want to deal with a negative result. But it will be much worse to find out at a scan with strangers. I need to test don't I?
Its going to be a long wait till Friday.