Thank you ladies we're ecstatic, geekstar you've got it spot on ad I can't help but keep checking, she's still breathing in the night when she goes quiet:-)
You all made me a bit emosh with your lovely comments, I wish someone had posted something very similar after my third to help me keep strong, I know how it feels and you girls need stories like mine to give you faith to keep trying!
Teaandchocolate I've been in your position a couple of years ago now, I had a mmc at 11 weeks after seeing hb at 10 weeks! Our good friends had been trying for a while and knew I was pregnant, when we had to tell them I'd mc again they announced her pregnancy, her dd was 2 days after mine! They told us first out of all our friends I stayed composed and said congratulations, but as soon as I left the bar and out of sight I was a wreck.
It was really hard for both of us, we didn't see each other so much and I now feel bad about it, my baby wasn't meant to be I shouldn't have made her feel bad for carrying a healthy baby:-)
I don't know if you've been referred for recurrent mc tests but firstly that's worth a try (although mine came back clear) my consultant put me on low dose aspirin as a may/may not work situation (been taking since Dec 10) After my 5th mc I was recommended again by consultant to take 5mg folic acid which I'd been taking since September and have continued throughout the pregnancy.
But the big thing for me and I now know is most important is your mental well being. I got myself so depressed I was stuck in a rut and kept going on and on about the past instead of looking ahead and thinking positive! Now this wasn't easy I refused antidepressants, and decided to go down the counselling route your gp can refer you or like me you can find someone yourself locally (obviously the latter you've got to pay for!) I had councelling from Sept - early Dec and I'm sure that definatley helped:-)
Send you a big hug , keep your chin up today will be a better day