I had my 4th mc on 26th April and had ERPC last week. I managed to hold myself together throughout but suddenly I have been hit with a massive wave of grief and I?m tired of pretending I?m ok when all I want to do is cry.
I had a hysteroscopy (camera) with ERPC and it looks like I have a uterine septum which can be the cause of mc. I?ll have a follow up appointment with the consultant in a couple of weeks to discuss options, but it probably means further surgery.
Obviously I?m pleased that the cause might have been found, but I?m just so exhausted, emotionally and physically. I?m tired of being prodded around, I?ve had more trans vaginal ultrasounds than you can shake a stick at and all for nothing.
I?m also scared to try again. I wonder how many more times I can put myself through this. From what I?ve read, surgery doesn?t necessarily = baby.
Apologies for the self-indulgent rant. I know many of you are suffering with your own losses.
If anyone has any experience of uterine septum I?d be grateful for any feedback.