Hi 4 years ago i had a placental abrubtion and soon after went into premature labour at 23+5 days they told me they would not try and save my baby boy who was born breathing for about 10 mins then he soon passed we called him Harry it was a terrible thing to happen and i still think about my gorgeous boy everyday.
In january this year i found out i was pregnant again i was terrified that something would go wrong but my pregnancy was so different i felt good only slight nausea and working didnt feel like a chore, i had my 12 week scan and all was good i started progesterone pessaries to inhibit pre-term labour, i had a cervical scan on 29/3/12 and my consultant was happy with the development, i got excited and booked a private scan to determine the sex 3 days later when i arrived at the clinic the sonagrapher told me he could not hear a heartbeat i am 16weeks pregant, so i went to the hospital who confirmed that there was no heartbeat.
The only option i had was to be given a tablet to open my cervix then go back to the hospital tomorrow to be induced, i am so scared.....before it all happened so quick now i have had to have my sleeping baby inside me knowing that he is not breathing.
I am devestated, i dont know what is wrong with my body that it lets this keep happening to me.
Has anyone ever been through anything similar that has any advice on how i am supposed to deal with this without going mad????