Oh God, oh God, oh God - about to go for second scan to confirm viability...

[resipsa]

and am sitting at work, completely unable to do anything useful or talk to anyone about it. In my head, I know this one is gone but until you know for sure, there's that glimmer of hope, isn't there? Wish I could fast forward my life by 6 months. Sorry, just had to say it to someone!

Oh poor you, that sounds so difficult. How long till your scan?

30 mins - it's a place in the city centre. I'd give anything for good news. Literally. But I know it won't be. Panic setting in.

Why are you so sure? I don't want to seem loopy, but surely there is a chance if they are doing the scan?

Had bleeding and they scanned last week - baby was a week small (if died then, would coincide with bleed) and the sac was irregular - sonographer said that's sign of likely collapse. Sorry, been rude, thanks for replying, makes me feel better.

you're not rude, not at all. I'm sorry that I can't help. I hope it goes well for you, and that you have people on hand to hold your hand. My fingers are crossed for you.