I am sorry if I am putting this in the wrong place. I wasn't sure, as this is about something that happened such a long time ago. If I need to have this moved or deleted, please let me know.
Today is the EDD of my lost baby. She would have been 7 years old.
I do not talk about the MC very much with my family or friends, and I don't need to, most of the time. I told DH last night what today was (he knows of course about the MC - although it was with a previous partner - but he doesn't think much about it, naturally, and doesn't remember it most of the time). He was sympathetic, as far as he is able to understand it. But I - well, I just wanted to tell some people, I feel like someone besides me should think about her, even if it is only for a second or two. I don't think my ex will even think of it. So that is all I want out of posting here, I guess.
I have a baby DD and two DSCs now, and I understand that this is the way things have happened, and if I had my lost baby, I would not have the life I have now with DH and the kids. I am ok, I truly am, but I can't help thinking about her sometimes and wondering 'what if'.