I had a MC at 8 weeks in October last year and another at 10 weeks in July this year. I woke up this morning feeling wretched as I should either have a 9 mo or be 8 months pregnant and looking foward to a January birth. I've been great for a few months, but today I feel completely floored. DP is fantastic and understsands that Christmas is going to be especially hard this year for us both. I don't really have anyone in RL, apart from DP who understands what it feels like. We are lucky as we have a fab DD who is 4 in February, but I just can't help feeling an overwhelming sense of sadness and that life just isn't bloody fair.