Ooof ... probably pregnant again after sad, sad losses

[Chestnut99]

I have a feeling I am pregnant again - will know for sure in a few days. This will be pregnancy no 6: we have one DS, plus 3 MMCs and pregnancy no 5 ended in a devastating loss at about 14 weeks after discovering the baby had serious problems. In the meantime, recurrent MC tests have identified that I have low fertility (I'm 40), so the miscarriages are being put down to poor quality eggs, which makes it hard to be positive :(

So all I can do at the moment is "listen" to my womb with hope and dread and brace myself for the usual outcome of early loss or if not then a totally terrifying first trimester.

A hug and giggle with my sweet little DS makes the losses much easier to bear, but at the same time, I so so so want him to have a brother or sister.

That's all, just wanted to say "Blimey" out loud to an understanding audience. I would so love another and can't give up hope yet.

:( for your sad loses

:) that perhaps your are pregnant and this time all will go well

Well good luck and don't give up because whilst you are trying there is still that hope.

Lets cross everthing for a very sticky bean and an uneventful pregnancy

Everything crossed for you here for a healthy, happy, pregnancy this time, please do let us know, will be thinking of you.

Sorry to hear about your pregnancy losses.
I've had 2 MCs, 2 lovely DCs followed by an MC earlier this year.

Heartbreaking but after the grief you find the strength and determination to keep going..Hoping that you are pregnant again and for a successful, healthy pregnancy all the way through :)

It was 6th time lucky for me. Hope it works out for you.

I'm on my 6th pg too, with one dc.
I've reached ten weeks and every day feels like a month - but going through this is the only way to get closer to the dream. Let's hope we're both lucky this time

Everything crossed for you too iggi!