I had a miscarriage at the end of Aug at 9 weeks and another miscarriage last week at almost 12 weeks. This week has been very up and down. I am very lucky to have a gorgeous DD who is almost 3 who cheers me up. I am feeling really miserable tonight. We spent the afternoon with my best friend who has a little baby (her first and am delighted for her as she had lots of probs conceiving). Seeing my DD playing so beautifully with the baby made me realise how much I want a sibling for DD but am too scared to try again as the thought of having another miscarriage, possibly even later, fills me with horror.
Also, another very close friend has just had her baby today. Her DD and my DD are very close. My due date for miscarriage number 1 would have been a couple of weeks ago so we were due to have our 2nd babies together. That coupled with last week's miscarriage is just making me so sad although I am so happy for her.