I am 8 weeks and 5 days pregnant. I have been getting pains on and off for 4 weeks, was on bed rest, but the last week i have felt ok pains nearly gone. Went to the scan this morning, and at first the lady who was scanning me was smiling, then suddenly not. I looked at the screen and saw my baby bean was not moving and no heartbeat. I am devastated. We suffered a miscarriage nearly 3 years ago. Decided only a few months back to try again. Its really hard, cant put into words how i feel. Tomorrow I have to go back to the hospital to take the 1st tablet, Then 48 hours later go into hospital to have the 2nd dose and to pass my baby. Myself and my husband really want our own child. I have 3 older children from a previous marriage who are fantastic and my world. I had to tell them a few hours ago when they came home from school. I had no problems with them, but I was a lot younger when they were born (i am 35 now). Just in shock, cant believe this is happening, i am not even bleeding. They said its a silent miscarriage.
Vicky x