stillbirth and miscarriage in 3 months :'(

[sleeppeacefullybabyboy]

My beautiful son was born sleeping in december. I have been struggling through the last few months but found out i was pregnant again. It was like a little tiny light at the end of a very very dark tunnel. Over the night and throughout today ibegan bleeding and had quite alot of pain. At about 3pm my baby fell out and i sat in shock with my little tiny baby in my hand. I could see the eyes and stuff :( I couldnt bare the thought of flushing her (not really sure of ex as only 7 weeks,but though baby would be a girl) so i will bury her in my garden in a little area where my stillborn sons flowers and tree are. Anyone else actually seen the baby as they passed through?? i wasnt expectig that at all....i just assumend i would just bleed heavily.

I feel so down i cant even cry any more, i just 3 months my son died, was born i had his funeral and now iv miscarried :(

I'm so very sorry for your losses.

I can understand a little of what you're going through as had a mmc in Jan and then another mc last week.

You've not finished grieving for one loss when another happens and whacks you right back down. I thought it was hard after the mmc, but at the moment everything is a struggle and I've had some very black days. Also lots of "why me" thoughts which makes me feel selfish but I suppose is natural.

Do you have lots of RL support? I hope you have someone with you.

Thinking of you.

Take care.I understand totally my DD was stillborn at 41 weeks on October 10th 2010 then i had a cP over xmas.This was after 2 MCS pre Georgie.
Its incredibly hard but somehow you do get through.Hope you ve got good support.
Take care XXXXXXXXXXXXX

Hi sleep I am so sorry to read about what happened. It has been almost a year since I miscarried my first pregnancy. I lost it at 7 weeks. The embryo came out first in the toilet. I heard a little plop and I looked down and realised what it was and screamed and cried. I too saw the little eyes and the spinal column. I tried to save it for my husband to see, but by the time he got home, it didn't look like a baby anymore, it seemed like a blood clot. I never buried it and I regret it now. I remember that day as if it were yesterday.

I am so sorry to read your post. It is such a horrible thing to go through. Hope your DP will be home soon to comfort you and care for you. xxxx

I am so sorry. I don't really know what to say other than the pain gets easier to cope with and you will get through this even though it doesn't feel that way now.

I'm so sorry for your losses. I had a mc in december, i also passed the baby still inside the sac at 11 weeks (he had died at 7) and could see him clearly. It was the week of the snow so we kept him in a little jug until the next day and we were able to bury him in the garden under the pear tree.

Hi
Unfortunately, I also know something of what you're going through.
Lost our little boy at 20 weeks in October last year and then had a miscarriage at 7 weeks in February.
It is horrible and I am just starting to feel more on top of things.
It is so awful to have that little bit of hope taken away all over again - really knocks you sideways.
Did you ever find out why you lost your little boy?