Miscarriage nostalgia...

[Kazine]

I miscarried on 5th January at 10/11 weeks and I am feeling sad about it at the minute. Guess I'm having one of those times - I just met a new friend who has the same name as I was going to call my baby. I guess it's just brought it back to me.

I was just on Facebook and I saw someone who had their display picture as an ultrasound and their middle name as "mummytobe" and I just instantly broke down. I am not TTC again - which makes it worse because this feeling of wanting my baby won't be numbed any time soon.

Even better - the father is being stupid and immature. He's a compulsive liar - we broke up for that reason not long after my MC. I pulled him up on what was obviously a lie last week and he gave me a load of abuse and blocked me out of his life. So I can't even talk to him about my feelings and obviously, being the father, he'd be the best to talk to.

I feel so alone...

So so sorry for your loss :( - and to not have the support of the father must be so hard. Big ((((hugs)))) to you. Do you have any family or good friends who are also giving you support?

I find that the weirdest things bring it back to me, and Facebook is "positively evil" when it comes to pg announcements, ultrasound pictures and all the rest of it - I never would have thought that before I mc'd so I guess people just don't think.

take care and look after yourself, ask for support in RL from others if you have no contact with the father, and chat here - there are amazing ladies here who have helped me so much

x

hey...really sorry ur going through this....i had 3 miscarriages with my ex and he was a complete lying pig through them all..even had the cheek to say i never thought of him through my miscarriages....

and when i was going through the 2nd miscarriage..a friend sent me a quiz asking what would my baby look like..my first miscarriage was 2 years ago and i still have sad days about all 3...