Thank you so much for taking the time to send your messages. My family and friends are great but I think unless you have been through this, its difficult for anyone to imagine what its like.
We have had quite a traumatic week, we went to see Evie following the post mortem, I am so glad I saw her, I really didn't know what to expect but she was just how I remembered, beautiful. We took a little pink hat with bunny ears and a lovely pink blanket that they wrapped her in, she looked such a cute little dot. We stroked her little nose and hand and cried our eyes out. We got some lovely pictures of her too that we will cherish. All our hopes and dreams for her stolen in one foul swoop.
We saw our consultant as well later that day, she said that all my blood results have come back clear, she is 99% sure that nothing will come back from the PM either. She seems to think that because Evie was so tiny and had only put on 7oz in 16 days from my 36 week scan to when she was born that my placenta had failed toward the end. She said if I fell pregnant again they would put me on aspirin and look to do a c-section at 36 weeks, maybe 37 at the latest.
LouiseSH - so sorry to hear about baby Georgie. Do you think you might try for another baby in time? We were very similar to you, we listened to Evie's heartbeat on Thursday evening and by Friday morning there was nothing. So hard to get your head round.
Bumpsadaisie - thanks for giving me the hope that its possible to go onto have healthy children, I have heard that a lot on this site and its so reassuring. Must have been tough back then, my aunt had stillbirth twins at 6 months and didnt even get to see or hold them, they were taken away straight away.
Sweetlucy - so sorry to hear about your little boy, what was his name? Do you think you might try again for another baby or does it feel too soon?
Sleeppeacefully - so sorry to hear about your little boy. What did you call him? how many weeks were you? Thank you for letting me know about the Sands message board.
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