Started spotting on saturday night, then started bleeding and cramping on Monday night, it got much worse on Tuesday morning so went to A&E and spent 2 days in hospital on a drip.
A scan on Wednesday morning confirmed the bean had gone. I thought i would be fine but i am up and down all the time. Sometimes i feel ok then i feel like shit.
We have a 21mo DS who is usually an absolute star but he has been pushing me and DH to the limits since i got home from hospital. I know he obviously 'gets' that something is up, but we are really struggling with him. DH is also up and down.
We thought we would be ok with it as we have DS and if that is all we have then that is great.
I dont know what i am asking really - think i just needed to get this all down in black and white.
Neither DH nor I know how we are feeling - just flat at the moment - we feel worse today than we have all week 