more bad news

[18angels]

hi i just got back fom seeing my hemotoligist and got the news that given all my medical conditions and the con current miscarriages he feels its very unlikely i will have another successful pregnancy ad worse still does not feel the nhs will fund any further investigations to uncover why i am still losing my babies despite all the treatment the only thing they will do is continue previous treatments should i fall pregnant again this is so not the news i wanted or needed right now the only thing i had left was hope and now even thats being snatched away i know i should and am proud of the 4 miracles i have but am so sad not just for myself but also my partner cause he only has one child and we are wanted 1 of our own so much i guess i just have to leave i tto nature xx

sorry you've had bad news. I'm not familiar with your story and i do know how hard it is adjusting to having less children than you always hoped for.
however, it will be difficult for a lot of people on this board to relate to how you feel when all they dream of is the chance to have just one child. To have four of your own, is waaaaay beyond what most women on this board would hope for. to have four children is, as you say, a miracle, and i'm sure it's a great comfort to you.

Hi, I'm so sorry that you're hope has gone, hopelessness is unbearably painful and no matter how many children you already have does not take away the pain and need for another child, I have two children and have had 3mc in the last 10 months, the feeling that I will not have another child is agony. I hope as you say that nature will be kind and the doctors will help you as they have before. lots of love x.