On the 9th of July 2010 i went to hospital as my waters had broke and could not wait to hold my baby in how ever many hours time. To the shock we where told our baby had no heart beat and a day later our little man was born. Sice that day all i do is phone and bully people.we had to wait over a month to get our son back and his funeral booked. I had to phone birminghan hospital 3 time in October to find out why we had not herd anything. I then get an appoyment on the 13th of october to be told not to have any children at the moment as i may have a gean dfalt.I then have to phone harrow hospital as they forgot to book me an appoyment with the gentic councler. Finally got to she them in december to be told we should have the test done by July advise me not to have another baby. But not to worry i got plently of time. Its ok i only have a nursery full of baby stuff that i walk past every day. That im a nusery nurse and gone back to work full time and finally that all my friends either have babies or are having babies. The NHs sucks Amanda Holden looks like she may have the same as me bet she won't be forgotton about like i am.If i don't phone and moan im left in the dark. I sound strong but im getting so tried and my heart Aches i lost my Dad to cancer 5 months before losing my Baby Michael.