Just need a bit of hand holding today, as its the due day for thee baby i lost at christmas.
i already have 2 other children so appreciate just how lucky i am but still after all this time cant help but feel i'm owed another baby.
My husband and i split the week before i found out i was pregnant and then i mc'd about 5 weeks after that.
I've been a bit nuts ever since, especially in the last few weeks. I am still so desperate for a baby I am even considering standing in the town centre with a banner asking for a donor!
I think i feel so desperate as it may have been my last chance for a baby. I've even talked to my ex aabout us having another baby as we're still friends and he's a great dad, but he's not keen.
I dont know if i'll ever stop wanting just one more!