Is it just me?

[sunchild77]

(Im not looking for sympathy, really, just understanding)

Who else stalks the expecting board that they were on prior to m/c? Or is it just me?
Im really wishing all the girls well, but feel really envious and so sad at the whole unfairness of it all, I should be where they are and Im not :(
I keep thinking how many weeks I 'should' be etc.
Am I being riduculous?

Think Im just torturing myself really.

We are supposed to be gently ttc again, but I can't see how my stalkerish behaviour is going to do me any good. Am I gonna be like this until the due date was supposed to be?

Just want to "put it away" and get on with life and ttc again without pressure or stress, is that possible?

I must confess I've looked at it twice. It upset me so much I've sworn I won't do it again and will just concentrate on trying to look forwards - it's awfully hard sometimes though.

From what others have said, getting past the due date is a bit of a milestone but I'm sure like me you're hoping to be prg again long before that & fingers crossed that will be the case! :)

Good luck, and try not to torture yourself - it's hard enough going through this anyway.