Hi OP I feel for you & having similar difficulties with anxiety & panic that can be debilitating despite AD’s & HRT. I suffered with anxiety & depression prior to Peri/Meno but never panic attacks or debilitating anxiety which (unbeknown to me all during peri) was hormonal & very much improved by HRT. However I’m finding that it is returning with a vengeance, with palpitations & horrific panic /doom/feeling completely unable to function, while they occur (usually at 4am & on waking but also other times). I also have terrible insomnia.
I’ve yet to increase my estrogen to the maximum amount - mainly bcos it will necessitate a corresponding increase in progesterone - which I’m wary of, given my disposition to low mood & depression & possible progesterone intolerance. But I am now prepared to give it a try in the hope that extra progesterone may actually help me.
Prior to starting on HRT & believing all my difficulties were solely MH based, I went on a combination of Escitalopram & Mirtazepine & this really alleviated the panic & distress. I had to come off this combination due to other medications & the need for different medical treatment. And once I started HRT it was like a miracle cure & thank god the anxiety subsided).
For me, I therefore know that if my HRT stops helping me - or at least there is a ceiling effect with it & that despite self help coping strategies, relaxation, CBT, nutrition, sleep hygiene etc - I could always return to this combination (although I don’t really want to).
I don’t know what AD you’re on - for me increasing an SSRI alone had little impact. But if you are on the highest dose of HRT, it may be worth trying?
And then like I say there is always combination therapy - which is usually used when first line AD treatment has been found not to be effective.
I’m not overly pro AD’s btw (horrific withdrawal, other side FX) & would much rather be able to cope with hormonal therapy alone. But I recognise when it’s not sufficient on its own. Just my experience though. Good luck 💐