52 year old and haven’t had a period for a number of years. Peri and Menopause hasn’t been too bad, hot flushes and vaginal attophy, but on the whole it’s been ok.
But I now think I’m going a bit mad. I can’t remember shit, my dd and dh see constantly having to remind me what’s going on, I'm having to write everything down now (I’m terrified it’s dementia as my Mum and grandad both had vascular dementia). My hearing is terrible, constantly having to ask people to repeat themselves, my eyesight is just as bad and got worse (just booked an appointment to get this looked at). Constant headaches and just general lack of energy, I’m constantly knackered, can’t remember the last time I felt ‘good’! I’d settle for ok at this point. Work motivation is on the floor, I’m treading water and doing what’s expected and nothing more. I’m just done with this shit now. Oh and I cry at everything too which is so frustrating.
At this point in time I want to go and sit in a field or beach for a few weeks and do nothing, think of nothing and not speak to another human 
Not sure what I want from this thread, just venting I think.