I'm on an 'urgent pathway' to have a hysteroscopy, following a TV scan which showed slight thickening of my endometrium and that, paired with a slightly odd bleed pattern (though it's something I've had for years) was enough to tick boxes that meant I was an automatic hysteroscopy. Since I know I'm prone to cervical shock and had a horrible time with naturally passing my first MC, and having an ERPC for my second MC (basically they just couldn't dilate me, it took two people to have a go and I was in SO much pain on coming round), and a history of 'greying out' during very painful periods, I have an inkling I might be in the 30% of women who find the procedure really painful/faintable. So when I was phone-triaged by a gynaecologist a couple of weeks ago, I said firmly GA please.
She was fine about that but said in that case my outpatient appointment (made just a smidge inside the 3 weeks from referral) was canceled and I had to have another phone appointment with the consultant/someone on his team, to discuss the GA. Which apparently can't just be booked in because I requested it.
So tomorrow morning I have this phone call coming which I'm frankly terrified of. My health anxiety has finally kicked in anyway and I'm trying hard not to imagine all sorts of catastrophes (I've had endometrial cancer for years and years, that's why this abnormal bleed pattern is 'normal' for me; whatever I have has spread elsewhere by now; etc etc - yes I know) but I'm also very scared that I'll be browbeaten into having the procedure as an outpatient because the wait for a GA might take too long.
Any advice? I'm assuming that if you've been referred to rule out cancer then you don't mess about, so I also feel really guilty at sticking to my guns - thus far - and asking for a GA.
Not sure what I'm asking here, since different clinics and hospitals will have different wait times. Just a handhold really...