I had a bad day yesterday, had to hold back the tears, and wondered why I even bother.
DH shouted at me for doing something he couldn’t be bothered doing, it was an angry face and a shout. Later I nicely challenged a woman for doing something she shouldn’t, next to a sign that said she shouldn’t be doing it, and she called me old and stuck a finger up at me. Then DS mentioned DH shouting at me, he must have overheard, and laughed at me saying he hadn’t shouted.
I just felt so down. I was doing the job to make my house look nicer, I was challenging the woman as people think it’s ok to do things if they get away with it often enough, and I’m sad that DS thinks it’s ok to shout at someone and make them a bit scared.
Im probably just a bit hormonal, but felt very lonely and vulnerable yesterday.