I am 9 years post TAH/BSO - I had the surgery aged 46. I have tried various forms of estrogen only HRT and was given 2 x 6 monthly estrogen only implants last year but these were stopped as during the second one I developed a rash (which later turned out not to be related to the implant). I am returning to the NHS menopause clinic who prescribed the implants next May - I've waited over a year so far to be seen again. I no longer have hot flushes but I do feel really dreadful most days and I've gained a lot of weight in my midsection since I stopped HRT, which I know is typical. The things that are getting me down the most are awful joint and muscle pain, crashing fatigue, low self esteem and anxiety. I've been tested by my GP re: B12 and vit. D etc and all good there. Is it worth restarting HRT now? My GP is OK about prescribing and I actually have a choice of Evorel 50 patches, Estrogel or Elleste Solo to try at home. I tried the Elleste just before Christmas but panicked after the 2nd day as I developed a very upset stomach and nausea and stopped them. I'm worried about the Evorel - both getting the patches to stick and possible skin irritation as I've had this before a few years ago on Estradot. The gel I found was a total faff. I know no one can tell me what to do but I feel stuck in an indecisive and apathetic rut. Is this also due to low/no estrogen and will restarting HRT possibly lift me out of all this? Thank you for any kind advice.