Hello lovely people. I'm struggling so much. Started HRT 4 months ago (age 52) as I felt like death. Sorry to be dramatic but I just felt like a wrung out towel, no energy, anxiety, nearly fainting at meetings a work, puffy eyes, dry skin, night sweats, migraines, oh and nil sex drive! Started Evorel Sequi as I was still having irregular periods. Wow it was great. People were commenting on how good I looked, skin looked 10 years younger and I felt amazing. Started to 'perk up' sexually too. Then the weight gain and bloating and massive boobs started. I was already an E cup and not a big person. God knows what I am now, I darent measure or weight myself. Swapped from Evorel Sequi last month to oestrogen gel 2 pumps daily and Utrogestran 200mg for 12 days to see if that helped. Wow, I have just ballooned! Literally none of my clothes fits anymore and I feel like I need a pin to pop me. Not sexy! Tried Utrogestran vaginally too, (it's a thing) but both result in severe sedation and feeling groggy all day (sledge hammer in the head feeling). I feel like I'm not winning here and want to stop but can't face the thought of what I was like before. If you have any experience/advice/tips please Help! Thank you xxx NB tried to find a 'water balance' tablet at various chemists today but they are all out of stock . Is it all being taken by HRT people!?