Hello ladies,
I just turned 39 Looking for reassurance that I will not die or have brittle bones, heart issues or have breast cancer if I take HRT… feel so so so down and I don’t even want to go doctors and get it confirmed. I love life always energetic but the M word scares me 💔
Last two years noticed I have been having watery periods like dripping and very diluted and that usually lasts 2-3 days max. My cycle has gone down to 20-25 days Always been an anxious person night sweats only before periods than goes. I was due on yesterday cramps full pms symptoms just a brown tinge on tissue, nothing at all all day just brown droplets in toilet. It’s like ok this is it menopause started now,, 😢
Mum hit menopause hit at 42 so always been in my head I will be early, my kitten died 4 days ago and I cried so so so hard never felt that kind of grief before and I wonder if that’s a link? ( holding on to straws maybe)
Also I have had 6 failed IVFS ( unfortunately all failed no children 😢) again did I lose a lot of my eggs than causing this?
I just want to hear it isn’t all doom and gloom if it is menopause at 39 and for the ladies that didn’t take HRT are you all doing fine?
I know going to the doctors will answer my fears maybe I will see next months cycle? I just don’t want to hear it 😢😢😢😢