I posted a while back about being an oat apparently needing hot sweats to get HRT. As a previous long term user of antidepressants it seemed easier for the doctor to throw those my way.
I haven't re started them. I was fine for weeks and have just had another family row. They happy I guess but I just go MENTAL ANGRY. I get so frustrated and numb with anger. I probably do get unreasonable but I can't control it and end up taking myself away to try calm down... but it's a numb anger that is unfamiliar to the sobbing misery I recall from my depression days.
I want HRT. But maybe (due to having more training than my davina mcall plus nice guildlines training 😜), just maybe the doctor might be right. How would we even know? Even if I pretend the antidepressants aren't working he'll make me "give them a chance".... I just know it. But I want to be more level headed... and not angry at everyone and everything.
Should I just ask to speak to a different doctor? (Which Ofc will involve a 2 hour ringing session and being triaged by chief medical nosey Parker receptionist.... are you feeling my anger!?)