I have forgotten since being peri and having health anxiety what it feels like to be normal and have a normal reaction to things... all I know is that I wouldn’t wish how I’ve felt for the past 3 years on my worst enemy. I saw a nurse yesterday as I have a raised lymph in my armpit and it has sent me into a total tailspin. I can’t function and I’m terrified. I messaged Newson as I’m desperate to get my HRT to a level and tweak it so it helps me. They want to review it in a week and the nurse has said there are lots of reasons it could be up, but in my head it’s the worst news. She seemed surprised by my reaction, I cried, a lot! When I think back it’s been there for months but I kept denying it because I thought I was over reacting due to my anxiety. I hate feeling like this, I’m exhausted and sad and anxious....