I'm at my wits end and wondered if it's connected to my HRT treatment or just an unlucky coincidence? I've been using patches since summer 2019. There have been some positives: no more night sweats and hot flushes and my joint pains have eased significantly.
However, my mental state has deteriorated quite badly. I'm on edge most of the time, have started having obsessive thoughts and have become reckless with spending money when in the past I have been very good at managing finances. I've started to hate where I live because of things going on in my neighbourhood, petty things that in the past would have been a bit annoying, but which now send me in a rage (luckily I haven't acted on any of this yet, I am well aware that it is my problem!) I'm stressed about everything and am also suffering from bruxism.its got so bad that my teeth have started breaking. It's horrible.
I'm scared of what's happened to my mental health, and I don't like the person I'm turning into. I have suffered from depression in the past, but this feels different. I don't know if it's a coincidence or not as it has been a difficult few months with work and family problems (some bereavements, family illness, job insecurity) but nothing out of the ordinary for an average woman in her 50s.
Does anyone have any experience of this, and any suggestions of what could help? I'm reluctant to go back on SSRIs because of the teeth clenching but if that's the way to go I'll consider it. Many thanks.