Hi everyone,
I'm wondering if anyone can help me and perhaps give me some morale support. This week has not been good and I think I've just been over sensitive. A close friend of mine let me down last week I think she's dropped me for her man, I ended up losing some money and I just had a bad week which we all have.
I have a DP who I usually see once during the week and most of the weekend. He is very intense and couldn't do enough for me. On Sunday he was in a running race and I Marshalled before hand I said I would like to go for something to eat afterwards but when he had finished he said I'll see you in the week. He hadn't heard that I wanted to go for food and I wasn't so much upset about this but more about the fact that he was quite happy to leave me so early. He is the one who says he misses me so much loves me so much. It would also have to happen on a day when I didn't feel great (he didn't know this but why do these things always happen when you are feeling low?) it turned into a bit of a discussion as I felt hurt and couldn't understand how if he misses me so much and wants to be with me then why dissappear at 12 as he lives close by.
In the end I said I would go for a coffee and we discussed it. I said that the weekends were getting shorter and shorter. I fully understood he may have had things to do before work on a Monday and we should have perhaps agreed on a time to separate. This has happened before and no one is perfect but it's left me questioning things. There maybe people who read this and think oh for Goodness sake.
It's the fact he's so intense. Any ideas? It's really difficult to give anyone a full story.
I don't think my hormones are doing anything to help me but I am v aware of it.