After a year without periods, I bled last month, went to GP, and have been escalated through scans and hysteroscopy to have polyps (and fibroids??) removed under GA. I'm terrified - more about the process at the moment than the recovery or results. If anyone has any reassuring messages, I'd love to hear from you. I hate hospitals, procedures, needles, being out of control, getting upset - and the last time I went in I was so hysterical they gave me 12 diazepam and I have no memory of anything. This is what I'd like to happen this time. The hospital know I'm bricking it, and have given me valium to take today. I wondered if I could have it without GA as I have a huge fear of not waking up, but haven't had a chance to discuss with anyone. I'm so scared. I've not told my kids as they are all abroad; I'm wondering now if I should have done - I know the risks are small, but I don't want them to live with me not saying goodbye to them... missing them so much.