Hi Polly,
TY for your response.
I will consider non-oral HRT if I feel I'm not managing any symptoms. Over the last two weeks Ice felt tonnes better than I did throughout the 10 weeks I was taking Kliofem.
Granted, the hot flushes at night have come back but we've managed to get through those and to be honest, I can live with it. I have done for 12 years periodically.
Being period-free for me is utter bliss. I had years of cramping, flooding and it made my life hell.
I'm low risk for cardiac disease and providing my bone density is not thinning, I'm going to manage with diet & exercise and reduce my caffeine intake. I'm not a big drinker these days. (Spent majority of my 30s drunk) my blood pressure is a good 110/70 so I'm on track.
I could have tried alternative HRT, but I can't deal with the breakthrough bleeding after the recent spate of it on Kliofem. I'm not prepared to risk work again as while my employer was understanding (I've not had sick leave for 6 years) I'm leading a project that needs my attention.
That may all sound first world problems with work, but my work is very important to me. While I was going through the HRT stage, my performance dropped to below 40%. In the current climate of jobs, I'm not prepared to risk my livelihood for the sake of hoping that some extra medical benefits might be helpful to me. Weighing up this against suffering again during a test period of further HRT is odds on against me winning this one.
My GP is not concerned and neither am I that I have chosen this route.
My MiL is 82. She still has hot flushes. She's had three rounds of cancer and has never taken HRT. She's a warrior.
My mother died at 69. Of heart disease. She smoked like a navi for years. HRT would not have prevented this from happening.