Hi all,
I am 29 and currently on prostap (as I have adnoymosis) but my remaining ovary has already started to shrink and making me premenopausal. Obviously now the prostap is back in my system I'm in full blown menopause. I've been on this cycle 4 times already so it shouldn't be such a shock to my body!
But MY GOD this time it's killing me slowly!
I have hrt, but the mood swings, and especially the lack of sex drive are ruining me and my relationship 😔
How do you tell your partner that you are not interested AT ALL no matter how nice the setting is and the effort they've put into making it all pretty and nice.
I can't handle this, I've had the shit news I need my uterus removing, and now my ovary is that small it too the scanner half hour to find it 😔
I have two children from a previous relationship and my partner one from another too.
There is a huge elephant in the room with us and it's not being able to conceive naturally (remaining tube has been burnt:sterilised) and now it's all official. They found the problem that has plagued my body for years and he springs on me he is sad cause we could never have a baby. ( I wasn't really aware of how he felt, I just thought he understood )
Don't get me wrong I would love a child with him. But after 14 years of this nightmare with my body. Enough is enough now!
Im so hormonal I am all over the place.
I just want to break down and cry.
Anybody else feeling like this or have felt this way?! Help!!
Thank you 
from a very menopausal lady!