Will try and make this short. In October 2009 I went off the pill as I had finally decided that it was time for a second child (DS turning 3 in Feb of the next year). Took it quite seriously as far as timing and effort goes iykwim. Went to the gynae in the February to make sure everything was ok, and it was.
Then my periods stopped and by June I was concerned and went to the gynae again. Blood tests showed that I had started menopause and my results were off the chart. Got a rush appointment at a fertility specialist who repeated the tests and was told sorry, you have no chance of conceiving without donor eggs. Obviously devastated but have come to terms with it as well as you can.
In the November, having just turned 38, I had a period. Very excited, and a little bit worried, I made another appointment at the gynae but was told that this is normal and I may have one now and again.
However, I have had a period every month since then. They aren't light, and the cycles vary from 21 to 40 days, but they seem like normal periods.
So, my question is. Is it worth going back to the gynae AGAIN, having the tests AGAIN, only to have my heartbroken AGAIN?