I joined an adult site as a phone sex operator bout month ago to earn extra money. I’m married and my husband encouraged me thinking it be easy money. I’ve found it hard work if I’m honest for what I’ve made on it .. the site also offers services such as camming and escorting. Obviously not an option as I’m married and no way would husband allow that . That’s where the money is it seems. To join I had to set up a profile with pics of myself to encourage callers but it’s also led to lots of messages from men asking if I’d do meets. Initially I said no but thrn curiousity got me thinking about it all. I started engaging in conversations with them and I’m not goin to lie but I enjoyed the attention and the compliments I was getting. I went as far as even arranging to meet someone but didn’t turn up. I realised there’s so many married men out there seeking services and I’m amazed how easy it is to hook up with someone. It’s changed my opinion on men a lot. They come out with same excuse that the wife is no longer interested in sex etc etc. I I’ve started getting this weird thrill out of leading them on and going as far as making arrangements only not to turn up. Like a kind of pay back … thinking if only their wives knew what they were doing. I’ve been doing this few times now. I’m thinking is there something wrong with me? I felt guilty and bad even cruel but then thought well they’re married so they’re bad.. they deserve it. Done have booked hotels and travelled miles thinking I’m meeting them only for me not to show.. am I weird n twisted im asking myself. I get weird thrill from doing this. That I’m somehow protecting the unknowing partner it rice and that somehow it will stop them .. probably not. I’d like opinions from other wives on if what I’m doing is so wrong and trying understand why I do it