Apologies for the long post!
I have just spent the last three years doing a physiotherapy degree only to realise that there are no jobs out there for newly qualified physios. Until recently our lecturers have led us to believe that there is no shortage of jobs and that physios are desperately needed in the NHS. I feel so gullible and naïve. The reality is newly qualified jobs rarely come up in this area and even in bigger city areas with more hospital newly qualified posts are getting around 400 applications for every job. It is not possible to relocate at the moment as we recently purchased our dream house.
I have applied for a two jobs which would have been perfect and failed to even secure an interview. I also interviewed for a masters and was turned down for that. Obviously my application writing and interview skills are just not up to scratch and I feel very disappointed in myself. In hindsight I should have put more effort into preparing for my masters interview, but I have been completely overwhelmed this last few weeks with various other commitments and I was struggling to drum up any enthusiasm for it anyway.
Being honest with myself, I feel like I have lost all enthusiasm for physiotherapy in general. I'm in my thirties, perimenopausal and not 'bubbly' or outgoing. I can't escape the feeling that my face just doesn't fit, so goodness only knows how I would pass an interview. I had a difficult placement last June with a particularly unpleasant practice educator and it has soured my whole experience of physiotherapy. It was made more painful by losing my elderly dog shortly afterwards. I bitterly regret the time I spent away from him and really wish I had quit during that time.
I am now thinking of pursuing a masters in animal physiotherapy or just giving up on physio altogether and doing something creative. I am lucky in the sense that I don't have to work currently. I just feel sad that I can't contribute and so stupid for wasting the last three years of my life and missing out on time with my family.