Hi all. Just hoping to vent and for any advice. I'm retraining in medicine. One of the oldest by quite a long way on the course.
It was my first year multiple choice exam last week and it went horribly.
I've had some medical issues so get another uncapped attempt in 2 months so the admin is fine. I just feel overwhelmed.
My memory is affected by my condition (brain fog) and all I know is that the questions all looked familiar and I had covered the material. There was nothing on there that made me think 'what the hell are they on about?!' I just panicked and couldn't recall the answers and became more anxious which didn't help.
I haven't had the result yet but am pretty convinced it will be a fail. The pass mark will be around 50-55 rather than 40 so quite high.
Any advice please on how to turn this around? I have approx 2 months before the retake. I have made long hand notes on slides rather than flashcards as they don't work with my learning style and memory issue (meds) and will need to go over all the material. Im feeling like this may have been a mistake and I'll need to think of another way to study and make notes next year.
I'll be working full time over the summer so will need to study around that.
I suppose it's helpful to see this test as practice but its hanging over me now that I could fail the year if things don't go differently next time.
I don't mean to police the thread but please no comments on my suitability for medicine. I don't need it. I've done well so far on the entry exam, mocks, practicals and coursework also had quite a senior job previously. Nerves got the better of me and my stupid brain just let me down on this exam.