Brief back story:
I'm a late thirties single parent with no previous qualifications. I've been self employed for the past decade with some success but due to a combination of things (mostly Brexit) it's becoming more and more difficult, something which will only accelerate over time, and I'm looking for a change. I've taken up a low paid, part time job in the charity sector, doing admin, data entry and other menial tasks, but I really feel that I have more to offer than this.
I believe that not having any qualifications is holding me back and it's always been a dream of mine to have a degree. I was quite academic in school but had lots of problems at home and no motivation or ambition, went in to work and have just drifted from one job to another since. I've always done well in my jobs but have lacked a sense of direction and gone for whatever has seemed practical at the time.
I'm looking at Open University and perhaps doing a degree in Philosophy and Psychological studies. (I have no idea if this is a good choice of degree?)
I could then start in September and hopefully manage to support myself on my self employed income. I am thinking I could follow this with a masters at a bricks and mortar university, as I am concerned that Open University doesn't quite have the same status when applying for work. I could be completely wrong on that one...
The other option is to spend a year doing an access course and then applying to a bricks and mortar university (perhaps doing a psychology degree if I can manage that!). Attending face to face lectures and tutorials really appeals to me, I'm very sociable and love a good discussion. However, I'm also aware that I'd be studying with people half my age and that I'd be spending a lot of my time travelling to and from the university (I live in London) and would have less flexibility for my self employed work and parenting.
I'm not entirely sure what I'd ultimately like to end up doing with my life. I'm interested in social issues, human behaviour, politics and working with people in general etc. I'm very entrepreneurial and a natural communicator. I would love to work within the charity sector, which is partly why I took on the part time job.
I'm very much at a loss about what to do. I've been going back and forth about this for a few years now. Time is ticking, I'm pushing forty and no closer to figuring out my career. I'm starting to feel that it would be better for me to just do something, anything, and at least be on a path!
I would really like to do something meaningful with my life, have some job security as I age and also be a role model to my DC, showing them that education is important and achievable (which I not how I was brought up). Any input or advice is much appreciated!