Thanks all for the words of encouragement and kind thoughts! 

I find doing BC or just LC-ing gives me a bit of control back, IYSWIM. I go through stages of falling off the wagon in a spectacular fashion - normally resorting to drinking wine if I'm stressed, which then leads to bad food choices, which then leads to me piling on 2 stone. Then I galvanise myself and go back to this brilliant WOE. So I swing between 11 stone and 9 stone.
I have GOT to stop yo yo-ing like that, because at my age, each time it's harder to lose the lbs! (52 yrs old this year). And there might come a time when I put the weight back on and it's just impossible to get rid of it again.
So, this time my aim is to lose it FOR GOOD. I do not want to be a frumpy fat old granny just because I've had a bit of bad luck in life! Plus, life isn't all that bad - I am quite privileged in lots of ways (financially secure, don't need to work but do work when I feel I need to as have own business with a fantastic business partner).
Enough about me, but I have found this extremely helpful because I never ever talk about it (except with fantastic business partner).
I had sardines for breakfast because I had to open a tin to give a bit to an ill cat, and needed something to encourage him to take the medicine.
Sorry to go on, I will stop now, but again
to all you lovely fellow LC-ers. xxx